Yeats Poem

I first came across this poem at sixth-form college. They gave us a photocopied booklet of some of Yeats’ most famous poems. This is one of the ones that stuck in my head particularly. I remember it came from relatively early in his career and reflects his love of Irish folklore. Yeats wanted to reinforce the national identity of the Irish people to make his country stronger. The opening four lines struck me and I remember reciting them years later. I also remembered the theme of the poem.

I remember pouring over it late at night in my teenage bedroom. I used to be afflicted by insomnia and would sometimes wander the suburban streets pacing out my adolescent angst. The poem has a kind of gentle magic and a musicality. The trout that morphs into a “glimmering girl” transfigures the “fire” in his head into something beautiful and magical. He then pursues his muse through the ancient countryside.

The poem has a resonance for me. I feel I might use the skill I’ve developed in creative writing to express myself. This would prevent my voice being smothered by people who think they can speak for me. Hopefully people might see the real me. Not someone personified as a delusional, thought-disordered schizophrenic.

Under the Overcast

Under the Overcast

Subdued, I sit under electric light.
The sky is leaden with rain in the afternoon.

A heaviness tethers me,
the moment disowned
by a vagueness unknown.

I see a sombre city outside the window.
A glow diffused by dour cloud,
blue-grey unloading slowly.

Then my eyes shift to where
rivulets run on glass,
catching brightness under the overcast,
like tiny sharp suns lit.

And it seems that
if hope is focused there is a wakening somehow.

Church Bells

Church Bells

The lamp throws fuzzy shadows
high on these walls, ceiling.
Lonely, unscrupulous,
the borders of my room.
The duvet that falls across my shoulder
and this crumpled pillow
are like snow that covers roots.

Church bells in the London dark.
They mark gradations until midnight.
Circling quarters recircling.

Earthly prayer
winged mechanism
fragmented
sung blind.